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The whole five years was nothing but a setup. By 17 years old, Maria had experienced more than many ever will in their lifetime. Her mother was drug addicted and her father had a new family, both were only involved in her life intermittently, if at all.
Maria and her sister were left to raise their younger siblings. He was so sweet when I first met him.
Six months after we had been living together, he just flipped a switch, like a light switch. She believed she loved him and felt a bond with him because she had ed his gang and was carrying his. The violence developed into exploitation. Luis began selling Maria for sex. On the weekends, she was taken to parties with a room full of men waiting their turn in line to have sex with her.
Part of me was so angry and so sad. I felt I was so lost. I had to numb myself.
I was drinking every day, getting high. Maria lived under the rigid control of the gang. If Maria was allowed to drive Luis to work, he checked the mileage on the car to ensure she drove straight home. But after a while, I did cut it off completely, and a part of me died inside because I had no connection with them. To the gang, Maria was a financial investment, a commodity to earn money for the gang. Her contribution to the gang was her body — used to carry drugs from Mexico to the U.
The comfort and protection of the gang she had dreamed about years earlier was a far cry from the violence and danger she experienced. After a while, I felt I needed to fight people just because I had so much anger built up towards him. I took it out on everyone that got in my path. She had opportunities for help, but her status as a victim was not recognized. Maria was taken to juvenile detention centers numerous times; however, each time she was directed into programs that addressed Gang initiation stories violent behavior or substance abuse.
She masked her victimization and used coping mechanisms like drugs and alcohol to numb her from the violence and pain. I was always high. I had to numb myself because there was no way that I could possibly continue on without wanting to kill myself, without being numb. It was like I was blank. After five long years of abuse, Maria turned to hood friend for help the summer she turned She hid in the safety of his basement, abandoned by her family, criminalized by the justice system, and having just lost connection to the only group and life she had known for the past five years, but free.
Through the help of a local outreach organization, Maria was able to access long-awaited services to help her process the transition from a life of constant fear, violence and exploitation to a life of freedom. Several months later, multiple gang leaders, including Luis, were arrested and sentenced to spend their life in prison for murder, further solidifying her feeling of freedom and safety.
Today, Maria serves as a mentor for girls who are trying to escape gangs and trafficking. She shares her story in an effort to prevent others from ing a gang and support those seeking escape. She plans to return to school to pursue her dream of becoming a veterinary technician. Click for more information Today, Maria serves as a mentor for girls who are trying to escape Gang initiation stories and trafficking.
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